Freedom. Is one thing that i cant have in my life. Beeing diffrent is not bad. But its suck. Sometimes, i keep asking my self why they do this to me?? But i keep my mouth shut. I just dont want to make a mess. I keep it to my self. Remind my self that they love me. But then they get cruel. They like took everything. Suddenly, i have nothing. Except silent. Lonely. Im not blaming them. Im just blaming my self.  To be soo sad. So lonely.